*Dark - Fallen Angel*

Sunday, February 06, 2011

i guess all along, wad i've been doing isnumbing myself, not recovery.. but i'm already hating myself.. feeling so miserable when being alone, or even when "couple", regardless words or people appear in front of me... there will only be a tinge of ache, anger, jealously and hatred surging out of me.

i felt like crying, but no tears will fall.. how long can i stand bottling up all these emotions? i wont know.

sakura @ 12:24 AM.

About me

Name - Ven
Age - 十八歳+
BirthDate - 十二月九日
Schools - Punggol Pri, Nan Chiau High, Nanyang JC

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band music
NCWO band ppl
anything relate to NCWO
chocolates
jap anime/manga
my friends
NY DragonBoat
almost everything :)

*嫌い*

backstabbers
invertebrates

*Wishlist*

New phone
PSP
New School Bag
New water bottle
get good results
more cosplay!

*etc*

Quote- Kagome: I like you as a half demon, Inuyasha. [From the movie: Castle Beyond The Looking Glass]

+ Tard 家族 ~03/12/07 +

Wetard - Belle.
Hahatard - Chongmin.
Lametard - Vanessa.
Dengtard - Wanyi.
Supertard - Willie.
Eggtard - Audrey.
Shoppingtard - Rachel.
DBtard - Venessa.

+ The 7+1 Clique ~30/12/07 +

Belle.
Lester.
Chongmin.
Justin.
Audrey.
Willie.
Venessa.
Gwen.(the 1 ^^)

*etc*

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