Sunday, November 29, 2009
i dunno wad to think.
どうして。。。
sakura @ 12:34 PM.
Monday, November 23, 2009
ok it's monday! zzz now got some time time to blog wad's up for the past few days. din get the chance to do ytd cos was chionging mugging for today's exam. tml's jap so i guess got some time.
金曜日 - 十一月二十日二零零九年
午後五時 Bedok
ウォン.イ一のうちへ行きました！exciting :X so excited that thurs i couldnt concentrate on econs :X but in anycase, it was my firt sleepover! ok but we din sleep :X cos chiong wigs, weapons till like wee hrs then watch paranomal activity O.o and i was onli girl. LOL
土曜日 - 十一月二十一日二零零九年
午前四時半 ウォン.イ一の部屋
like wad. MAKE UP TIME!!! i think i feel damn paiseh lah.. a girl. but a guy's make up set is better than me and he can draw eyeliner better than me T.T
ok wells.
all done up and sit singage's car to suntec.
reach abt 7.30am. and guess wad. ALREADY GOT PPL IN QUEUE o.O
we ate macs there whike waiting for everyone's arrival then i go get my pass and go in firsdt. well of cos the guys went to shop and shop and burn lui. i jus bought a cute kawaii saber badge ^^ BUT I SHLD HAVE BOUGHT THE NENDO RIN LAH T.T freaking kawaii T.T
ok nvm. then next up's the big thing
everyone dress up and make up at the carpark. then we made our appearance.
at first ppl start noticing us... but no phots yet.. then when we were waiting for our photog to come....
the photo taking session starts.
and we got videoed by animax.
AWESOME.
damn cool.
BEST EVER!
then we jus go arnd walking to attract attention shun bian explore afa. the best epic was our act from FSN epi 1 to dunno wad. FUNNY. hahahaha
then after that most of the time was spent downstairs lah. th much but oh wells :) got more attention anyway. guess the most epic one was the one VS KHR
Singage: Illya and Kyoko, sit down and cry.
LOL everyone laugh lah! best epic-ness. LOL
then after that we call it a day le. cos guess everyone's tired and some of us the lack of sleep. (i reach home hit bed K.O.ed LOL)
then after clean up we went marina square food court to eat, our first meeting place with wong yi and jim :)
then a lot of lame ideas came up.. epic-ness again. LOL
k lah. i guess that's all i can say for AFA.
a brand new experience
a brand new fun
a new impact
and most important
a brand new close friendship
家族 - that's wad we are.
i bring you...
Team Fate/Stay Night
sakura @ 3:00 PM.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
well.
happy birthday daddy..
お誕生日おめでと、お父さん。。。
guess i can onli say it here. cos i'm stuck in hall mugging, and there's no way i can call him to tell him....
no matter how much i hope or wish, that's it.
that time a uncle asked me, "do u have any regrets?"
of cos i do.
he haven c me enter uni, onli c i got accepted.
haven c me grad
haven c me get a job
haven c me get a boyfriend
haven c me get married
haven become a grandparent
the many have nots.
and he left us on 六月二十日にせんきゅうねん....
he never even c me in my cosplay costume.
c me sing on stage for the first time.
daddy, happy birthday.
wish me all the best for exams? :)
miss u loads...
おやすみ。
じゃね。
sakura @ 12:18 AM.
Monday, November 16, 2009
second time i'm saying this but.. SHIT THE SPARTAN.
zzz first time i'm like taking more than 5hrs doing 1 freaking report. partly becos i dun like computer lab reports.. for another is that I CARN UNDERSTAND WAD'S GOING ON??!!!! T.T
ok wadeva...
well while i shld be studying, i went out whole day on sat to enjoy myself b4 the horror starts.. ok not exactly cos there's another one on coming sat. :X
first up! 淵妹ちゃんとSINGAPORE PHILATELIC MUSEUM へ行きました！went to c the Edo-Kimekomi Dolls ^^ well 妹ちゃんgot scared cos their hair :X
でもでも！妹ちゃんはおとといきれいですね！ok crap my japanese. yuyuan dressed damn nice ytd :) but well, it was a prelude costume for the upcoming saturday lah :X hahax :)
then after that we went chinatown to get her golves.. ちょっとたかいですね。。。妹ちゃんごめね。。。>.< BUDGET!!! T.T i failed T.T
then after that meet the rest at clarke quay... and well, that's where i got angry... cos for 1, LATE. but that another thing... when ever is our team early? :X the thing was the settling of the wigs is freaking LONG. 1) wigs din exactly all arrived with glitches here and there. hmmm. 2) took damn long for goodness who noe y.
so i got angry lor. think scared tio val and yuyuan. psps :X
but after that at wong yi hse is FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN AND MORE FUN!!! hahaa the photo shoots... the guys damnnn shuaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii...... hahahax :X
then after that dinner at KFC.. guess wad. a lvls chemistry discussion time. HAHAHAHAHAA. funny. :) but wellm bring back the old discussion days. very long never like that le :X memories... :X
went home suppose to do SPARTAN but i guess i knocked out... :X haix....
k lah time to go back to mugging and SPARTAN.. zzz
じゃね！
sakura @ 12:40 AM.
Friday, November 13, 2009
ARGHHHHHH I FREAKINGLY SCREWED UP MY FIRST ORAL FOR JAPANESE LANGUAGE!!!! どうして？？!!!
1 freakingly easy question. i jus screw it up. DAMN IT. and somemore is like i immeditely realise after i step out of the room. WTHHHHHH. shit the 「よる」. grrrrrr....
ok forget it. shld be enough after whining for so many hours.. do better for exam paper lor >.<
次いで>.<
zzz y i always like to think so much... and somemore is stuff that is of no use. kind of bothered with things around me that actually got nth to do with me.
sometimes i think i just putting a false strong front.
there are times that i feel that i wan to revert back to my shit personality in secondary sch. the "spolit" brat with ultra hot tempered. in a sense... hmmm. let's jus say leviathan is still arnd? acutally i dunno wad's up with me... maybe u can say i have never wanted something to happen so badly?
i kinda sick of playing this role for the past 3-4 years.
totally.
let's jus say i'm jus whining over nth.
じゃね。
sakura @ 1:58 AM.
Monday, November 09, 2009
何？！！日本語のlisteningテストが本当に難しいですね！本当LVL1ですか？！！T.T
the speed is like Bernkastel talking to Ange in episode 19 or the speed used in fate/stay night novel lah~ wad the hell~~~ T.T
どうして～～T.T
haix well.. oralテストがんばりますよT.T
ok nvm...
well dunno y recently a wave of envy, sadness and confusion caught me... well... it's not even expected in the first place... 知らないでしょう？
dunno lah dunno lah. let me go back mugging T.T
and cosplay.... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
so many things to do and so little time... wth? alvin jus make me face up to the stuff i already thought abt it on sunday. ばか。
no more take a step at a time... i nid more 時間！！！！
sakura @ 7:34 PM.
Thursday, November 05, 2009
mood: leviathan + satan + T.T
why? cos it's the second time i failed an interview as a GL. interview notice came late... and now i din get it. YAH I DIN. first time was internal politics which ok heck. wad abt now? T.T someone tell me where i fail. :( cos the most confident i'm in is my interviews.. and now like that....
haix. bye juniors :(
next.
today argue with the teacher till i wan to cry... seriously. and like wad cindy said, he's also my favourite teacher. yet he dun wan us consult him.... something like, his duties on restricted in the classroom and never outside. and wad. we tioed pangsehed?
i felt like i'm abandoned.
totally.
the insecurites and stuff... haix.
even the sky is crying. today's a bad day for me...
i think the gl thingy kinda affected me. saying abt lucifer. haix.
though i told my friends that "huh, din get ar. ok lor nvm. can concentrate on training and cosplay also" but seriously... it wont affect me? i think not. i love interacting with juniors. and now my onli source is gone. G.O.N.E. cindy say S.A. during year 3? i dun mind.. seeing the guys of my batch and girls of my sisters' batch. but then again. haix...
go away lucifer.
i dunno lah... nth seems to be going my way.. exam stress? i dunno~ dun really wanna think.... 101, 102 103 screwing up on me. except 104. LOL 101 is at first not suppose to. but with guai lan questions like "water is good to make soup" wad else can come out?
idiotic.
k lah. 日本語の授業は六時半に始めます。ちょっと寝ます。それから、授業へ行きます。
じゃね。
sakura @ 5:12 PM.
Wednesday, November 04, 2009
leviathan and satan jus got me.
zzz.
nvm. dunno y on earth am i that big hearted to do all this. but oh wells. who ask both of them are ppl that i like?
haix. しらないしらないしらない！！！grrr...
k lah. this week finally can slack a bit. A BIT.
cos at least i finish the report for this week liaoz. woots! ^^
but... sia lah... exams are coming... haix...
好烦啊！！
k lah k lah. back to studies.. 勉強しますよ！＞。＜
放得下是放得下，但牵挂难免会有的。
问世间情为何物？
我这么做，是笨还是蠢？
sakura @ 7:07 PM.
Monday, November 02, 2009
requested by 妹ちゃんto update my blog, i shall do so then with actually no time to spare >.<
先週。。。
レポート、レポート。。。grr like no ending.. sacrificing sleep for these sickening reports. well who ask them to be like wad. 30% of our final grade? T.T work hard then lor.. a bit sianz.. cos it's like finished 2 but 2 more jus came into the "sack". zzz sian one leh~~ but well, that's a science student's life in uni. wad to do? haha.. Labs が大好き、でもレポートが嫌いですよ>.< and sad to say they come in a package.
unavoidable T.T
well, i think none of us expected uni life to be like so... BUSY? who say uni life is easy?? wa lao. kinda feel kena cheated. but well, ok lah.. gain a lot ^^
次いで。。。
わたしは十二月に日本へ行きますよ！^^ it's totally like a dream come true~ でもね、i had to give up going to penang with the girls >.< kinda sad actually, cos neither choice i made i felt 100% happy and comfortable... saying abt opportunity cost bahx :(
but before all these fun, exams are coming!!! argh!!! T.T ヴェネッサ、がんばって!!!! T.T as if. lol. reports till now are not giving me a breathing space to study... T.T
but nonetheless, i have to say, まい土曜日がすきですよ！ok lah cos it's our cosplay meeting and i'm finally not the onli girl for the meetings!!! ありがとう妹ちゃん＾＾for willing to come for the meetings hahax :) i had loads of fun ^^
昨日halloweenです。we kinda had our own mini celebration or fright night after we done some stuff.. scary is still ok lah since the person who kena saboed is 翔君＾＾not us... haha... でもでも! i accidently scared 妹ちゃんwith my fright night encounter... ごめね！haha. after that we had dinner at macs cos chiho wanted the sentosa cove... is like OH PLS LA... lols..
after that arcade... DAMN FUN! ok we sat the stimultor... the seat belts are seriously redundant lah.... cos the "fright" was kinda reduced... but nvm stil fun ^^ then after that jiu go home le T.T y saturdays always pass so fast?
k la, time to go back to my report T.T in any case, seriously, i nid to がんばってon my にほんご... if not it's like damn sad one lor >.< hahax
k lah k lah time to go... じゃね！
sakura @ 1:27 AM.
Monday, September 21, 2009
i'm totally entirely sick of myself...
after the ultra long convo with him. a weird one somemore... and it totally stabs into my heart. but y do i still continue to help him? WHY?!
しらない。
all i noe is... i had a lot of fun ytd... of cos as usual with the team...
but how i end the day... my heart is still aching now...
this shows how much i love him. but i noe....
it can onli be impossible, except to watch over him....
sakura @ 10:53 AM.
